Busy day

16.01.2014   Thursday

I've been busy in whatsapp and SMS these few days. Steven and Edwin are in there. I like to talk to Steven in whatsapp coz I feel so free to talk. He is so different. Not like others will call you honey or my love. He will let me know What is the right time to talk to a Man. Not like others only sweet talk.

Edwin is in the SMS. I have a kind of feeling inside me. I always keep myself alert and feeling so stiff when I'm talking to him. I feel so uncomfortable. Bcoz he will say I miss you, I love you and muah muah muahhhh without any feeling. It's so different from CT. You really can feel the love for you in his words. Words from Edwin doesn't make me feel that way. Maybe I'm afraid to get hurt one more time. That's Why I keep myself alert. Not to drop myself into the trap.

Hope that one day I can meet Steven here in Singapore. Coz he told me that sometimes their ship will come in to Singapore. But will be in Keppel seaport.....