Having dim sum

Look delicious right? Having dinner with my baby at Yishun Blk 925. Also waiting for my mom to come over. My baby cannot wait without anything on the table. So she order some dim sum during waiting " po po. "

Why am I here

Why God put me at the coffee shop for a year?

One day, I'm taking dinner with my mom at the coffee shop near my house. I didn't know Why out of a sudden she wants to run a business there? very fast she find herself a partner and I become their worker.

After not long, she is No more there at the stall. Another not long time, the Aunty also No more coming to the stall. Then the stall is only left my " him" and I. Aunty only come on Saturday and Sunday cos I need to go to the church.

I keep praying to God, I keep asking God that " Why am I here? And What you want me to do here at the coffee shop? "

We need to come down at 4:30 am every morning and we finish our business at 9:00 pm. We take shower before we go to bed and our hair are still wet when we wake up in the early morning. I have to rush back home to wake my kids up at 6:30 am to go to school.

It's quite tough and we both doesn't like to have this kind of life. Keep asking God the same question. Still I didn't get any answer. Not long later, the Indian Store is open and I get to know lots of Indian boys. They are all God's children but none of them go to church.

They like to drink but they will not disturb others when they are drunk. I like to talk to them. Slowly they start to call me " mommy. " Then from there I start to nag them like their real mommy. Ha Ha. Thanks God that they listen to What I said and had go back to church one by one.

Now I know Why God put me at the coffee shop. I'm glad to see them go back to church every Sunday. No matter their boss allow them or not? They still insist to go back to church. Whoa!  Nothing is impossible in God.

After a year, I didn't continue our contract cos my him says that it's not easy to run a business and it's quite tough. He wants to continue his taxi job. then we quit. My Indian children all had left cos the boss didn't pay them their salary. But we still contact each other till now. Even if they didn't call me they will update their status on Facebook. Thanks God that let me see miracle on them. They really change a lot after they go back to church again.

What i have done in 2013

31.12.2013  Tuesday

Today will be the last day of 2013. Look back to the whole year, see What I had done in this whole year? I'm still doing the same thing. Go in to Malaysia four times a year to visit my friends.

They are two different families. I get to know them during I'm running a business at the coffee shop near my house. One family is selling mixed vege rice and the other one selling chicken rice. Mixed vege have two daughters. I love them so much and they are calling me " Singapore mama." chicken rice had only one son and his wife had just give birth to a daughter. I love them too but they are not so close to me.

I have invited the wife of mixed vege to our cell group activity during mid Autumn festival. They are No more doing business in Singapore now. I also have invited chicken rice to watch a show at our church activity.  He is No more doing business in Singapore too. They are friends and staying near by to each other. So it's convenient for me to visit them.

I always keep them in prayer and I really hope that one day the two families will walk in to a church near by their house. Amen.

As for the case of CT, I didn't know Why God makes me to get to know him? But I know very well that if God allow things to happen, there must be something for me to learn. I need to pray hard and ask God What kind of lesson he wants me to go through in this incident.

Awards night.

29.12.2013 Sunday.

Baby is getting the bursery from our MP. 

Having deserts at Northpoint

30.12.2013  Monday.

So nice.  Enjoying deserts with baby at Yishun Northpoint. It's look so beautiful.

梁琼月事件

相信很多人最近都有看到在youtube和面薄上盛传的梁琼月牧师事件，她公然的在挑战别人的信仰。而有某人天天开着视频公然的对她开骂。而且骂的内容也不十分好听。先别说我是什么信仰，就以中立的立场而言？我个人认为，身为一名牧师，是不应该在公开场合诋毁别教派的神的。可能在她看来，那是所谓的偶像，但是在别人看来，那是他们的神。就如同基督徒看上帝是他们的神一样。这是以个人立场而言，没有冒犯的意思。

而那位仁兄呢，一直强调他没有读书，他没有文化，但是我们是不是可以没有文化到给人信服我们呢？我以前也是个满口脏话的人。也曾经是个所谓的坏女人。我说的脏话是可以和这位仁兄媲美的。什么样方言的我都说的出来。哈哈！好了，言归正传。我很佩服这为仁兄的作为，因为他敢做敢当，他可以对着视频为他的没有文化道歉。不过，有一点我想要提的是，我不能说你对或错。如果你是针对她一个人的话，没有人会有意见。但是我感觉好像全世界的基督徒都被你骂了。好无辜哦！

通常人的反应是，事不关己，己不劳心。我没有亲眼看见或亲耳听见，所谓的她不是我们什么什么派的，她又是什么什么派的。或是什么什么堂的。其实每一个人都有自己的信仰。我们真的没有必要去说别人的信仰怎样怎样。

好了，就说我吧！我在未信主之前，也是个拜偶像的人。我家里也是事奉观音的。所以我说过了，我以中立的身份来说话。我从一开始先说梁牧师，再来说那位仁兄。因为，我们基督徒讲求的是原谅和合一。我信主至今十年。上帝让我在祂里面，用十年的时间来改变我。因为污秽的言语，一句都不可说出口。要说造就人的好话，让听的人得益处。我们每一个人都在学习，就让我们活到老,学到老吧！阿门？阿门！

Holidays in Malaysia

09.12.2013  Monday

This morning my two little prince and princess are so happy cos we are going to Malaysia, together with my sis-in-law. We meet her at the interchange and we take AC7. And we plan to stay there at Blue Wave hotel for three night. When we reach there, we first go to the hotel cos I'm afraid that they might have No room for us if we go in the evening.

We only stay here for two night cos the reception say that the third day is fully book. We have a rest there till afternoon then we go shop shop at City Square. We take our lunch at a Taiwanese restaurant in the shopping mall. We have buy alot of clothes there.

Then we go back to the hotel and I leave my boy there cos I need to bring my sis-in-law back to Singapore. my " him " come and fetch us at Singapore check point. I go back to Malaysia again with my baby after a drink at the coffee shop near my house. When we reach there at the hotel is almost midnight.

I have try to call him and we have a short conversation before I go to bed. I miss him so much and it's so sweet to talk to him in the phone. I really enjoy it and I really hope that I can have him here with me..........

First celebration on Monday

23.12.2013  Monday

I had told my kids that their Daddy doesn't like to work on Monday, so we are going to celebrate his so call Birthday on every Monday. This is the first Monday we are celebrating for.

Actually we are planing to go to " Yong He Dou Jiang " at Geylang Lor 24A. But we can't find any parking lot after turning two rounds. So our last choice is " Hong Kong " fermented Tofu. We enjoy our food there and my two little kids are happy too.

Actually it's doesn't matter for us to choose which day for our family day. The most important thing is are my kids happy?  Is their Daddy enjoy it? that's it. As for me, I don't really mind as long as they are happy then I'll be happy.

Another part of about myself

I'm a hooligan since I'm 9 yrs old due to my family background. But Thanks God that I have a cousin,  she was a Christian. She bring me to the church every Sunday to attend school of growth, from there God had put a little seed inside me,  but still I choose to be myself. Until I went to  secondary school,  I also mix with those who are the same as me and become more worst. But thanks God that I still love study.

After finished my studying,  I found myself a job to be a waitress in a restaurant to wait for my result, I met my first love there and very fast we are falling in love with each other, and I had gave him my everything and I get pregnant,  I'm just a 17 yrs old girl and I don't know What to do after I found that I'm pregnant,  I run away from home and stay with him in his mother's house. He commit a crime and had went to jail and the police took me away also cos my parents had make a police report.  They went to the police station to bring me back home, from there both father n daughter start to quarrel bcos of the baby, at last I had to give up my baby to another family. He was imprison for three yrs and he wants me to wait for him, I had promise him that I will cos he is my first love.

After three yrs I wait him at his mom's house. I was so happy to see him again, on the same day,  his so call brothers brought him to the Pub to celebrate,  and he get to know one of the girl there and had said to me that he doesn't want me any more, I had No choice but to leave him. He had hurt me so deeply and I swear to myself that I will never fall for anyone from this day onwards.

He use a day to hurt me but I use years to heal myself. I had become more worst after I leave him. I start to drink and taking drugs. I hurt myself by using cigarette buds to burn myself and use whatever thing that can cut myself. I hurt myself not bcos I want to die but just to feel the pain. I myself was imprisoned two times bcos of taking drugs. Working in night line just to earn more money to buy drugs for myself. 

From there I get to know my him and I was caught by the police once again,  he saw that and had went to the station to wait for me till the next morning. Mom saw him cos he sent me home. She starts to nag nag nag,  then just got married bcos she wants me to. The rest of the story is in " about myself " part I.

Bring my baby to T3

Enjoying deserts at Singapore Airport T3.
She was so happy and after deserts she says that she wants dumplings soup too. Just let her have whatever she wants. The only thing is to make her feel happy. Lol.

About myself

My name is JJ Angeline, I have a quite happy family with two kids. I'm a christian.

Before I get married I'm a hooligan, even after married to my husband, I still behave like myself. I earn big money before married, I'm broke after married. I married bcos my mom wants me to. I get to know my husband not more than three months then we get married. That is year 1997, I have my girl in year 1999.

My cousin give me a call one day and says that she wants to come to my house,  I can't reject her for she is my cousin. Who knows that she bring along her Pastor. He share the Gospel to me and I ask him to keep quiet. I said to him : " if your God is real, ask him to give me a baby boy." he says that he will pray hard and will keep me in prayer before he leave my house.

After few months later, I was pregnant,  that is year 2002. I went to the hospital for my following check up and the doctor told me that I'm carrying a baby boy. I was so happy to hear that. I had forgotten about the words from the pastor.

God is amazing, in the same year my cousins had went to my daddy's house for carolling during Christmas. My Daddy accept Jesus Christ after that. So I always visit their cell group and went to their church. They invite me to the evangelistic in years 2003 during Good Friday. I accept Jesus Christ the next day.

God is good, God is full of mercy. He change me during this ten years time. He really change me a lot. I thank him for giving me a new life and also giving me another chance to start all over again.

Family night

Most of the family they will make Sunday their family day. But for us, we make it on Monday cos my kid's daddy  doesn't like to work on this day. That's why I tell my kids that we will celebrate your daddy's Birthday on every Monday. " Yes."

Why i start my blog

My baby is the first one to has her own blog in the family and she keep telling me that how fun her blog is.
I just think that maybe I can have a try to get myself a blog. Maybe I'll find that is fun too.

Then she help me to create the blog and theme,  I think maybe I need this too cos there will be a place for me to put in my story and secret. Maybe you have the chance to go into my blog but you might not know who am I. You may found that my past is so dramatic.

She told me that she wants to be the first one to read my story and she was so excited cos she can't wait to know the story about my past.

My baby's blog is Evangelinetoh.blogspot.com if you have time you can visit her blog too.