Irritating Messagers

20.02.2014   Thursday

I don't know how all English men get in to my facebook? They are all V.I.P. to me. V.I.P. means " very irritating person." They are all scammers. In the earlier time I get to know one of them, he leave a message in my Facebook inbox. I thought that I can have a friend from there so far away in UK. I never know that he was a scammer.

I'm not a stupid woman and I'm not greedy. Things that are not belongs to me, I'll never want them. I wrote this thing here is to let those ladies who come into my blog to know that there are lots of English men out there fool around in Facebook to look for their targets. Beware of it. May God Bless You always.

Sad Moment

06.02.2014   Thursday

You know? I had just registered a course on line. When I'm doing my homework, I'll stop a while to access my Facebook account. I have three accounts altogether. So I access one by one. When I go into my third account, I saw a message in my inbox. Guess who is that who leave the message? It's CT.

I don't know Why I'm crying when I read the message? He was written there saying that he was working in Malaysia now. I can't even control myself, I was crying while I try to reply his message. Tears all over my eyes. I can't see things clear while I'm typing.

I wrote to him " Hi dear, do you know who am I?  I think you might have mistaken me as someone else. You really make me cry. I take times to heal myself. Please don't send the right message to the wrong person again. I know I'm not the one you are looking for. Take care. God bless you always. This is the most I can do for you." Then I send it out. But the message was not send. Maybe he knows that he had send the wrong person then he had block me on Facebook. Although I know that I'm not the one he is looking for but still I feel heartache. It's pain. It's really pain ……….

Things happened today.

02.02.2014  Sunday

I had been waiting for Steven's to whatsapp me since last night. I just want to know whether he is safe. Finally I had received a message from him and said that their ship now is .at Labuan Island. They will be there for another 20 days. But the problem is they have to offload their Goods/Products to another transportation ship or whatever. He said that he had kept his money in his cabin safe box and the money is for buying metal oil in drums from Korea for a company in Mexico which they have a agreement to it.

He Wants to be sure that he will never lost his money in any attack and he is going to send his money to me. He wants me to keep his money here with me. When I read his message my heart beat so fast and I'm scared. I don't want anything bad to happen to him and also I don't want to let myself to get hurt from anything too. I promise to help but still I'm afraid that I might choose to do the wrong thing.

Lord, Please help us out. Please be with us to lead us to guide us not to do the wrong decision. Lord, You are the great God. I commit everything into Your hands Lord. You are the one we trust most and everything is under Your control. You are the King above all gods. In Jesus name we pray. Amen.

Danger Situation

02.02.2012  Sunday

It had been more than 14 hours I didn't receive any news from Steven. I received his whatsapp last night at about 10++ pm. He said that there was a seriously problem with the brain box of the ship is having a very serious problem. And they had receive a information from the signal house saying that they need to do everything humanly to get out of Indian ocean because of the Indian ocean tsunami alert which had started affecting the ocean wave and there are some pirate ships are just 37.04 km away from their ship trying to take advantage. Steven's mom was hospitalize and his daughter is with her now at the hospital.

I said I'll pray hard for them and also for his mom. I'm not going to sleep unless he is safe. I want him to update me whenever he has time, but till now I still didn't receive any news from him. I'm so worried and my eyes are going to close. I really didn't sleep for the whole night. Hope that they are just fine and May God bless them and be with them always. Lord, please lead them and guide them to a safest place. Have you be with them, No one can come against them. Amen.